Self Sabotage

by Dozer TX

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released May 19, 2015

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West Texas Emo/Pop Punk

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Track Name: Say
All these empty spaces and the places that I've been
God, I hope to get there again
My problems have all passed and I guess I'll last
moving through these colors in contrast

I've been waiting for changes, you swore that I would come to say this
I've been shot down and hated, I need to know how to say this

My hands are finally warm enough to feel
Not so numb and dead
Pins and needles pulse through my body and head
Well I guess I'll lay here in bed

I've been waiting for changes, you swore that I would come to say this
I've been shot down and hated, I need to know how to say this

I wanted to say this
Track Name: Waste of Time
So did you think it'd work this time?
Everything you throw is a waste of time.
Or did you think i'd fall in line?
All by myself I'll be just fine

This was never an option.
This was never worth my time.
I'll never come back now.
You're wasting all my time again

I never meant to fall for it, you were my friend.
I never meant to fall for it.

You were never an option,
you were standing in my way.
I'm turning my back now.
You're wasting all my time again
Track Name: Bothersome
I'm trapped in consequences
and things that are out of my control
My mind's a mistake and it's making me
think I shouldn't be awake
In this state, in this way I feel
I'll never get to sleep. It's been a week
and nothing seems to do much for my shaking

I need an escape
There's nothing that I hate more than being a pain
I can't relate
I'm really ashamed of how many times I've taken the blame

I'm going numb from every cold shoulder
you threw at me tonight
I don't want to fight, but you push me further
than I'd like and in spite
Of every night this happens to me I think
that I'll be alright
What's one more night? You fucking lied
and ruined my whole life

I need an escape
There's nothing that I hate more than being a pain
I can't relate
I'm really ashamed of how many times I've taken the blame
I need an escape
There's nothing that I hate more than feeling insane
I can't relate
I'm really ashamed of how many times I've taken the blame
Track Name: 3031
I'm constantly in between
fucking up everything
If I pretend my mind won't bend
Maybe I'll progress instead

You tell yourself that it's okay
That people do it everyday
You won't get by being yourself
You might as well be someone else

You take a seat, spell out your dreams
but nothing's behind the screen
If we could learn to make it work
We'd lie about everything

We lie about everything
Track Name: Hollow
There comes a point where you swear it's the last time
I had a way out but ran out of time
For resolutions to be made
And it drove me (it drove me) it drove me away

This muscle memory's sore and screaming
Blindsided my mind now we're out of time

And I'll admit (That's how it's always been)
Sometimes I'm still shy and (I'll confess)
I just can't make sense of it

Everyone around me is changing shape
So why am I exactly the same?
Now resolution can't be found and I hear (I fear) that unfamiliar sound

A kid without a cause
Self-sabotage in camouflage