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Tension
02:31
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I'm on the wrong track
I'm on my way back to my job where I slave away day after day
Never gonna be where I wanna be
How could I do this to me?
Another disconnection
I've had my fill of this suspension
Slowly I know I can
Separate myself from the tension
So now I fall back
Pull away from the part of my brain that got this bad
Feel the blood rush to my head
Knowing I have skin to shed
And I'm done seeing red
Wear it all through the soles of my shoes
I've got nothing left to prove
All this pacing has me aching
I've got so much left to lose
I figured out where to draw the line
Yet I still cross it every single time
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Backlash
03:34
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If this habit won't die
Then I just might
Wish I was through with absolutes
But the monotony begins anew
I'm not broken, I'm open about who I am
It's not a lot but I do what I can
And as the smoke clears, daylight creeps in
I stare my worst fears in the face, then look away again
There's only so many times I can hit the bottom
Before I don't get up again, before I won't get up again
I'm not broken, I'm open about who I am
It's not a lot but I do what I can
And as the smoke clears, daylight creeps in
I stare my worst fears in the face, then look away again
I start to linger throughout the day
Choking on what I wish I'd say
If this habit won't die
Then I just might
And as the smoke clears, daylight creeps in
I stare my worst fears in the face, then look away again
I start to linger throughout the day
Choking on what I wish I'd say
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POV
03:13
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There's nothing you can say to make this go away
(I'm so sorry for your loss)
There's nothing you can do to make me feel better
(But I'll keep you in my thoughts)
Time hasn't healed anything
In case you were wondering
But I can't feel you anymore
I've been thinking I can't stand the thought of you
Drifting alone
Like the sun that keeps me warm
My one track mind held my pace until it didn't anymore
Now the moon hangs low
I wish we knew where to go from here
And I know I can't change the past
It tears me up inside
I'll sing this song til you get back
But I can't feel you anymore
I've been thinking I can't stand the thought of you
Drifting alone
It's a different point of view
But I can't feel you anymore
I can't feel you anymore
(You can't tell me that everything will be okay)
I wish I put more thought into the words I said as I was leaving
And despite how bad I know it hurt
At least I know what you were feeling
But I can't feel you anymore
I've been thinking I can't stand the thought of you
Drifting alone
It's a different point of view
But I can't feel you anymore
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Do Better
02:42
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I've been searching for certainty
It's nothing new, feeling tethered
I know that I can do better
It's like I've always said, "Never how, only when" you're ready
The door's always open
I long for what I thought were better days
We can suffer together for worse or for better
Go on, I'll just keep trying to
Go on for the both of us
And when I fall down again, will you share my sentiment?
I know it's in and out of my hands
I am your stepping stone
Someone you love but had to let go
And no matter how hard I try
Life gets in the way sometimes
Go on, I'll just keep trying to
Go on for the both of us
And when I fall down again, will you share my sentiment?
I know it's in and out of my hands
I'm taking back control
When the lack of it is all I've known
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Closer
03:20
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There's blood on my hands, there's blood on my fingers
This feeling inside, it stings and it lingers
Nothing changes and nothing ever will
I can't rely on things I haven't built
So I'll take my time, start it all over
Watching the storm roll in
I'll get back in line, I can't do this all sober
Knowing nothing will ever be the same again
Trade in your hindsight for a disregard of empathy
Nothing constructive to say? Maybe next time
Just say nothing
So I'll take my time, start it all over
Watching the storm roll in
I'll get back in line, I can't do this all sober
Knowing nothing will ever be the same again
And I'll take my time, start it all over
Look into my eyes, see signs of life
Cause it feels like I've never been closer
To stop failing by my own design
Today consumes tomorrow
And the next day and the next
Should God be real
Please let him, let me rest
The shit we talked, the rules we made
Will never see the light of day
We kicked and screamed to hear me out
I never really was okay
We went away to find ourselves
But all came back with separate hells
The songs we wrote to sing and play
Will never see the light of day
So I'll take my time, start it all over
Watching the storm roll in
I'll get back in line, I can't do this all sober
Knowing nothing will ever be the same again
And I'll take my time, start it all over
Look into my eyes, see signs of life
Cause it feels like I've never been closer
To stop failing by my own design
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